Sunday, November 13, 2011

Ladybug - please wait for me on the other side

Ladybug - November 13, 2011

Ladybug is gone.  I'm numb.  I just can't believe we've lost her.  Last night she was just fine.  When I said "good night" and left the barn she was happily eating her dinner -- and kicking the wall to freak out Lizzie as she ate - as usual. 

And now . . . less than 24 hours later . . . she's gone. 

I've had a lot of dogs over the years and yes, it was really really hard to lose them.  But it was NOTHING like this.   I can't believe this has happened.  I miss her so much already.   She was so - larger than life.  So loving and active and adoreable.  And now . . . nothing. 

I can't expain it all right now.  It's just way to painful.  Maybe later.  But what I CAN say is that I don't know how I would ever have gotten through this night without Torri.  I am so grateful to her.  I can't begin to tell you.   She's an absolutely  wonderful person.   Thank you, Torri.     

5 comments:

Misfit in Paradise said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. She was a beautiful horse.

Mabel said...

Dear Sharon: I read your blog often and follow the stories of your pets whom you so clearly love. So sorry to hear about Ladybug.

Mabel said...

Dear Sharon: I read your blog often and follow the stories of your pets who you so clearly adore. So incredibly sorry to hear about Ladybug.

Misfit in Paradise said...

I have been thinking about it and I wonder if she had been having problems for awhile. Didn't she just start sweating again recently? That might have been related.

Sharon said...

Needless to say, I've been thinking about it a lot, too, and she WAS behaving a bit differently lately. Not only was she sweating, but she was also standing still "sleeping" fairly often lately, as well. I wonder now if that was because she was feeling bad, but didn't want the other horses to know it. That's true of wild horses, so maybe Bug, as well. I can tell you that if either of the other horses ever do ANYTHING the slightest bit "different" I will be checking into it IMMEDIATELY!